Kelty ^.^

18 January 2009 (Sunday)

As I wake up, the sad/problem and sick yesterday still alive in my heart & mind…but I promise kuan b happy out with them… Today I out go career fair at mid valley with kuan,ling,ying,lee ting….I face at mirror ask me to be strong & 4got it…be happy out…concentrate survey company…must keep it in heart…but I fail do it…

Eventually, the stuff out from my mouth to their ears…Next, they advise me…I felt better like throw rubbish into dustbin…but I still felt sick (flu&fever)…Then…shit Bank Rakyat eat my RM50..nvm…then…I so happy can meet Selina at career fair :):) so happy…felt better….

Next..continue shopping then 6pm back UKM….Reach UKM ktm stesen…Kok Hong ady there…He so nice guy becoz he show the road to Vege food restautant quite far away from UKM…& we hav dinner 2gether..So happy again becoz Kuan,ying plan 5th day of CNY go Kluang…yen ling hse…That time I really 4got the problem….back kuan room..we 4 gal…chat again til 11pm…(Got say wan go my hse on 7Feb overnight…after go Dong Zen Temple if chew siang ok)

Around 12am…I receive dedication from my direct junior(Mien Shi) & Fo Guang junior(Kenny)…that moment i felt so happy..i felt what i done last time no wasted…ThankQ them…^^

Around 2am…chat with mei fong…She ask me why..wat happen..then my mind think back & sad back a while…I again throw all what inside my mind…into dustbin..Yeah..i success…^^ my heart no sad lo…I ady 4give them who hurt me…I noe how to do lo…(but i will not let ppl hurt me again)..nw more fresh to finish up all assignment &project be4 back home happy celebrate CNY…:)…my mind up 1 level thinking…face all with open mind & heart….dun let pass stuff or bad event that happened made me down..sad….lost myself…no peace…always think negative..sudden I miss my brother….he always on my heart…will come out when I need him :)…take a lesson & way that make me mature…hehe^^

“Forget about the things you don’t like about your life — focus on the hopes and dreams you have for the future. The more you think about your problems or worries, the more power you are giving them over your life. So today, put a smile on your face and be confident about where you are headed. And if you can’t feel confident, then just fake it until you do! If you can convince yourself of your value, then other people will be convinced of it, too”